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I have felt the same at times
despair in the dead of night
what has helped me some
is affirmations
there is a wonderful pastor Joel Olsteen on TV
he is all over the world
his message is one of hope and affirmations
i would tell myself in those moments
I will be OK
I can do this
at times I still need to remind myself
I can do it
peace


married 14 years
H 42
bomb 2/07 IDLYA
D final 3 /09
M ow D ow