you are right, im not really ready. but i dont know that i will ever be.

how do i make myself ready? how do i make myself feel one way when i really do want him back?

me: 31
H:29
Son:5
m:8 years in november
t:10 years
first bomb: 10/06
moved home: 3/08 out again 5/08
ow bomb: 4/08, since summer 06
d filed:6/08, on hold 6/08
moved home:3/09 out again 5/09