took my daughter to church - then she headed off to camp. my son has moved out and is doing the "grown-up" college life.. and here i am.
after coming home from church i was exhausted. slept for a couple of hours yes HOURS! went out to the pool -- and had an AH HA moment. I knew I recognized the heaviness, the lethargic stuff.. yep that stupid thing called depression.
the GREAT thing about it is that i know "this too shall pass"... fathers day - family day -- yep bugs me gets into the heart..NOT the head anymore... the head knows and the heart is learning.
I made it through what would have been my 22nd anniversary .. think only 1 tear -- if that. Made it through another "holiday" fathers day.
and so so happy about tomorrow!! WHY? Cause it is a new day!!
M-20 years/BOMB 12/24/06 Moved out 3/12/07 D final 7/30/2008 finding myself again
