I am rereading detachment. I won't stay longer than to eat tonite. I have things to do to get ready for tomorrow anyways and D7 is staying the night with me so W can take D11 up to church camp early in the morning.
I think I was just so stunned to get a compliment after so long even if it is fathers day it just really through me for a loop. The fact that she actually thinks I'm not this totally horrible person for a change was nice to see.
Hopefully what she said was the truth. I know it is a long road ahead. And I will act like I am GALing tonite and not stay long.
Yes I know that she talked about her wild party without me there. I am so aware that I am completely removed from her emotionally and this is nothing more than she at least cares about me as the father of her kids. At least that is a starting point to build on for a long journey.
I am still very thankful for even that though as little as it is.
Kevin
Me 36, W 37 M: 08/02/97 D13, D9 1st Bomb 02/08 Reconciled 04/08 2nd Bomb: 09/08 W filed for D 02/04/09 Separated 03/09 D dismissed 06/09/09 Still separated...
