he was back, i think

[mdoodles]

puppy, PLEASE tell me exactly what to do for a complete 180, if u have the time to really lay it out for me.

i feel like i need to be spoken to like a child, really spell it out for me.

i still want him back, in the worst way, but i think i need to complete detach, completely opposite of everything i have ever done.

but, i need to still seem nice, not cold, and i dont want it to seem like im looking for revenge of any kind.

i want him to feel, truly feel, that i have let go. but i just dont know how to do it, probably because i never let myself.

do i pack his things, or is it harsh? will he react one way first and then another?

how will he notice my changes if he isnt even home?

will the changes even matter to him?

thanks for your help, im sure its tiresome, when i should already know what to do.