saw h today...he has been so friendly and all over me (which i shouldnt even allow)...today he wasnt, so of course it feels like im hurt all over again...
he even took a bag from the garage that he had brought home when he moved back. so that killed me too...my friend said the ow was probably on his case wondering why his stuff didnt return when he went back to her...
my son gave him a gift and a card he made at school. interesting - he put the card/picture in his desk drawer here and the cologne in his drawer too. weird right?
i know he saw i was upset and crying to myself today. i couldnt help myself, especially at this time of the month for me, more emotional.
i texted him when he left, that it is very unfair of him to be normal one day and today not even talk to me or say goodbye, that i never did anything to deserve it.
he called me to say he was sorry, that he didnt mean to not say goodbye...whatever.
why cant i let go? i should let go and i dont.
me: 31 H:29 Son:5 m:8 years in november t:10 years first bomb: 10/06 moved home: 3/08 out again 5/08 ow bomb: 4/08, since summer 06 d filed:6/08, on hold 6/08 moved home:3/09 out again 5/09