Dear snodderly, I am about to leave hospital to go home and rest. I am looking forward to it to being in my garden and having my little girl and mum with me. My h rang and left a message this morn not to see how I am but to apologize for not getting our d to ring me. My mum had questioned him earlier on this and he says he forgot. I am not angry. Just relieved in a way that it us now truly in gods hands I can fight this no more. I need to kind myself. I miss him but I need to think of me more now and my little girl. Thankyou so much snodderly. You have given me hope and support. Thank you. I x