Thanks peace, your words of wisdom mean a great deal at this time. I am feeling a little better as the day progresses. I need to put this in gods hands now. If I let my h go and he returns we are meant to be, if he doesn't return then he doesn't love me enough, and I would only want someone in my life who does. I will continue to stand but to live my life in the best possible way, that is all I can do. I x
