Haven't posted in ages, but wanted to let everyone know what's been going on. LOL Absolutely nothing! I haven't heard from my STBX since I told him off in April other than a request a few weeks ago to let him add me to his buddy list on MSN. *shrugs* I am still waiting for him to file. I have gotten really busy and have such a life now. I'm a social butterfly. I went to Illinois to drop my youngest off and went to the Superman Museum and then stopped off in Nashville on the way back to shop the mall there. Ended up with a ton of smell good stuff, some sexy string panties, and some denim shorts. I have gone to a concert and flirted with the bouncer, introduced myself to the lead singer and bass player of one of the groups playing, got the set list from the band that I wanted to see and got it autographed by the whole band and talked with everyone. I went out tonight for sushi and drinks. I have plans for more and more fun to be had! I have found myself. Counseling is going well and my therapist says she sees such a spark of light in me now.
"It is excruciating pain. It is the pain of separation, the pain of loss, the pain of dreams and expectations unrealized. It is the loss and death of a mirage."