Hi everyone it's nearly five in the morn here in Ireland andhave just woken up. I miss my old h the first thing when I wake up and the last thing before I go to sleep. Does he ever remember me and think about our m? Sometimes I feel so despondent, I want to let go and let god but I am finding it difficult, not entirely sure how to do it. My h knows I am in hospital. Not one phone call or text to see how I am. He has has our d since Friday and hasn't bothered to get her to ring me even though I have asked him four or five times. He is shocking in not being in anyway the man who has loved me and married me. He is seeing our d thank god which I am grateful for. I am the person that has to be deleted. How have others dealt withvthis deletion? The ow? I know that the op is irrelevant but it's hard when they are choosing them above you and your history, both good and bad. I wish I didn't feel like I can't compete but I do. Thanks for everyone help, I do appreciate it I x
