From bad to worse

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Things just keep getting better,I have not been able to see my two youngest S and D for almost a month.and after being told if I went there I would be arrested for trespass.I decided I had enough and picked them up from the school bus stop.of course the W became enraged and would not let me leave with them,but then decided to because the children were becoming upset.

just for a little history I have been asking for weeks.The W insisted on supervised visitation.I refused she insists I am unstable and a danger to myself and the children.and here is the reasoning. early on when the W dropped the D bomb I was floored totally.I proceeded to dowse my sorrow in a drunken stuper and did something I will regret forever. I told her I wanted to end my life.yes it was childish, yes it was stupid and yes I was drunk. never the less I said it.I have been in therapy for some time for depression but by no means am I a danger and I asked her to come to see my therapist for verification.she never showed so she left me no choice and at the time there were no custody orders or restraints.anyway I took the kids home they were happy to be there we played had fun and had diner.they wanted to stay and sleep in there own beds.I called the W and informed her and of course she had a fit, threatened to call the state police,call the magistrate.I assured her they were alright.I take care of these kids every day I am a stay at home Dad and she works midnite shift.

First thing in the morning the W shows up with my S's meds he has asthma she gives it to him and off she goes not even a good bye.I dress the kids take them to the school bu