I would like to offer some unsolicited advice: quiet your mind, find your center and then listen to your heart and your gut. Go some place where you feel safe, I mean go there physically. Sit there, quietly. When you think you know what you need to do, sit some more, quietly. You cannot make decisions amid all the chaos swirling around in your life right now...no one could.
My advice may sound squirrelly, but it has worked for me during some of the most chaotic times in my life. I have been astounded by the clarity of mind that comes when one sits quietly, alone, in a safe place, listening to one's deepest self. I have found, in my life, that I have often already had the answers, there was just so much "noise" I could not hear myself.
