You're right Puppy. It's just so hard...waiting for the day he'll say (hopefully) - I want to be married, I want to work it out. I am focusing on myself and my S but it's difficult not to analyze what he does/says. Kind-of like looking for those 'signs' - which is talked about in DR.
Me: 39 H: 39 S: 15 M: 18 years Bomb: 6/3/09 H moved out: 10/15/09 H moved back:5/30/10