I, Hope you are feeling better soon. Please take a deep breath and realize it's not you, but him that has the problem.
I read your postings over on Sandi's thread...her responses were excellent and she's right...the script is used by all of them. It's the depression talking and until the fog lifts, the script will be used. It's nothing personal towards you, but it's the way he perceives the world and how he's thinking right now. He's lashing out at the world and most especially towards you. Why? Because you are the closest to him and he thinks it's you holding him back.
I, this is his journey. So, while he's traveling on the ship of fools, you take this time and make your own journey. Your journey will be all about self awareness and independence. You will have to dig deep for patience and compassion and will have to strengthen your back bone so that what he's saying or doing will not affect your health. You will have to be the adult here and take care of your little girl. It's a very difficult journey esepcially when children are involved.
Please, please take care of yourself.
Sit quietly, the answers will reveal themselves when you least expect them to. The past is gone, the present is a gift and you need to focus on today, allow the future to reveal itself when it is ready.
