It is sad my sitch now is THIS after all the things we've been thru actually. I consider myself an excellent DBer that just didnt get the right outcome...
I had people over last afternoon, kids and parents from my S's class. I have met these people a few times and they seem to like me enough to be very friendly, invite me to places (with kids), etc, etc. I enjoyed the afternoon. My son's teacher that came too, told me today, my s is a unique kid that needs a man's role model. Hmmmm, funny that's exactly what I wrote H in a long email on Thursday.
Then my GF came over from out of town, we were going to go out but decided to stay in (I was very tired)and talked till 4 in the morning outside on our veranda. She stayed over and left this morning.
I may post later about my email. But it was as usual. And he never answered as usual. K