WAW - Very confused and devastated - pt 10

[confusedinpa]

Well she called me. She said that she missed the call as she was out in her car looking for her bluetooth headpiece.

She sounded very calm and collected (unlike earlier) so I just asked how she was doing.

She said that she was really sad and down today because she really missed the kids. She said that she was really glad that I had them since she wasn't feeling well and had so much work to do. I reminded her that she'll see them on Sunday for the father's day baseball game, but if she wanted to see them on Sat, we can still do breakfast thing or whatever. She asked me to call her in the morning for breakfast.

Then she started on about how the splitting of the time will be so much more difficult now that the transition will be at home with me (instead of school). I just told her I really hadn't given it much thought, but would be interested if she had any suggestions/thoughts. She hadn't either so I just said that we'll just have to think about it and work out something to try.

She then started complaining about work and how busy/crazy it was. After few minutes of it, I heard her yawn so I made a comment that it was getting late so I was going to let her go to bed.

So no mention of her statement of not sure of what she wants. So it sounds like she keeping herself on the Divorce train. I don't ask nor press the issue.

I still need to get myself out of this low spot that I'm in and need to make sure that while I'm doing it, that the boys will see the man that I want them to be.

Survive to thrive!