Lunch was good as usual. We get on so well, sigh! Again he left a lot happier than when we met. However, I feel frustrated at the lack of affection, I really want to try and increase it but I'm not sure how. When we meet after a break I get nervous and babble a bit and forget to flirt and I didn't feel confident in myself really. I am hoping that maybe Sunday will be more successful after seeing him today. We nearly hugged hello and goodbye but didn't quite have the guts, maybe I need to bite the bullet a bit more there! It will be strange to be having so much contact in one weekend, to have met for lunch today etc. I am kind of glad to be going out tomorrow as it is weird for me. His sister is coming up to help him on Sunday so it'll be weird seeing her - probably challenging for me as I harbour negative feelings towards her which I will make sure don't show.
I got good news today - contracts were exchanged on the house so it is sold. We will complete on the 13th July so I now have to find somewhere to live. I felt a huge weight lift off my shoulders when the solicitor said it. I didn't think I'd feel that way but I do. You are right about the memories! New start and all that.
Tomorrow I am hanging out with my friend in London... should be nice. I'm glad to not be at the house. He didn't even realise that he needed boxes - weird!
