H got home late, after I was asleep. All I remember is him asking to ML (but using different terminology). I was too darn tired, can't remember how I responded but know it didn't happen. Guess he was mad cause there was no good-bye this morning and I haven't heard a peep out of him today. It feels like a bunch of 2 steps forward, 3 steps back.


Me: 39 H: 39
S: 15
M: 18 years
Bomb: 6/3/09
H moved out: 10/15/09
H moved back:5/30/10