Trying to stay strong

[hopeful_cb]

I called H to say Happy Bday, he told me he was out w OW? from work for some drinks and other people were on their way to meet him. He went out side and chatted to me some asking me what I'm doing, etc and said he'd text me later about meeting up next week.

Obviously upset but dont know what to do.

Then to top it off I went on FB and see that this girl has unfriended me. Yeh well I dont care that she is 'not my friend' I already know that, it just makes me think she has posted stuff she doesnt want me to read and it makes me angry. I so badly want to say some mean angry response to her. and say to H oh and tell OW thanks for unfriending me. I know it all sounds petty but I'm pissed.

I was having enough trouble on my own with the whole deciding to move stuff didn't need more.

I got sucked back in so fast today, and Im sure the things Im making up in my head about it all must be worse than real life.

Afterwards I thought maybe she 'unfriended' me bc she feels threatened bc H has been spending time with me and talking to me...I hope that is the case, but then I know, stop trying to figure it out, theres no way I can.

Dont know what my next move should be.