Originally Posted By: SmileysPerson
"Why are you doing so much better than I am?"

This was the opening gambit in a brief tel-convo with WAW last night.

Umm, sorry?

"You were devastated. It was disgusting. It -- "

Wow. I disgusted you.

" -- no, okay, bad word choice. It wasn't pleasant to see, that's for sure. But now. I don't get it. I keep waiting for the other shoe to drop."


Possible translation:

"SP, you SEEM like you are changing and I notice this. It has my attention. I'm beginning to trust you enough to admit that I don't think I am doing as well with all of this. But I still reserve enough distrust to inquire about the other shoe."

I remember being in this place with Coach.

Looks like progress to me. Press on.
Cheers ~~~


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T25 M22
S21 & 19
D13
Separated and filed 8/08
Moved home 11/08



Happily ever after is one day at a time.