Thanks guys. That's true - this situation will turn out how it is supposed to. Or more specifically, it will be what it is as we get there.

I'm just tired. I'm just at a point where I know I love her, but I don't know that I can continue much longer. She may be picking up on that, but I'm not able to change my path at the moment. I'm very weary and holding on with fingernails and grit smile

I need to stop tiring myself out and start working on me even more. I like me and I still need to know more about me. I can't get sucked onto the insanity-coaster but I fear it may be too late.

AJ


"Our lives begin to end the day we become silent about things that matter" MLK
Put the glass down...
"Yesterday I was clever so I wanted to change the world
Today I am wise, so I am changing myself."