Oh boy. I posted a little while back that my wife and I were reconciled and continuing on making our marriage work. I have recently found out that all she was doing was forcing herself to try and be happy thinking it might "stick" and she would be ok. It was her last ditch effort. It didn't work. After a few weeks, she didn't regain any feelings for me, and just wants to go on living together for the kids. She is discontinuing seeing a therapist, and has taken herself off of anti-depressants prescribed to her by her doctor. There is little left that I can do. This weekend, I plan on giving her an ultimatum of sorts. Either she continues with therapy, and agrees to a Retrouvaille weekend, and she tells her father who lives in an apartment in our house what is going on, or I will have to consider separation. I don't want this, but I don't know what else to do. I can't live in limbo until my 3 year old turns 18. I still love my wife very much, and will tell her that, but I also need to be healthy and eventually happy. This is NOT going to be easy, but I think I can handle it. I plan on coming back often to this board as time goes on for more support. I still have hope for my marriage, it is still the most important thing for me to get it fixed, but I have to start thinking about myself for a change. Thanks for reading this. I will update as time goes on in this new phase I am in continues on.
Me-40 W-41 Together-10 M-8 S-6 S-4 Bomb 5/08 Bomb 10/08 Thought things were better, was wrong. Still living together Wife doesn't think she will ever love me again.
