i wonder why she was calling last night...as upset as we get about the ow, i bet that they think about us, their lover's spouse, as much as we dwell on them.
it must kill her to know that he cant ever fully remove me from his life. or maybe, just maybe, my words resonate with her (if our language barrier didnt get in the way) and perhaps she might even wonder if she should believe me...
as for h, im wondering if he is job hunting. i havent asked since monday, but i will ask this weekend. i would bet anything (no pun intended), that he is in atlantic city with whatever money he has...
did i ever mention that i paged him at a casino last summer because i saw on our bank account his was withdrawing in the casino when he didnt tell me he was there? it was classic when he got on the phone....
me: 31 H:29 Son:5 m:8 years in november t:10 years first bomb: 10/06 moved home: 3/08 out again 5/08 ow bomb: 4/08, since summer 06 d filed:6/08, on hold 6/08 moved home:3/09 out again 5/09
