I have been thinking about finding a nite where I take a break from dealing with this situation nor trying to find a job or tweaking my resume. It has been sooooo long since I've just taken a minute to breath and think.
I need to count my blessing for the things I still have and not wallow on what I don't. Thanks for reminding me of that.
The first is an absolute must. How about a whole series of nights? There isn't anything you can actively do RIGHT NOW to deal with the sitch. Breath. Think. Drink coffee. Drink and adult beverage. Go see a movie. Watch a sunrise. Look at the stars. Notice the world around you.
The best way I've found to be grateful is my gratefulness journal. I can fill a whole page every day and sometimes more. There are wonderful things in your life that you just have to slow down and notice.
Me 45, H 46, S 23, M 26, Together 30, Bomb 6-2-08, S 6-19-08; H left 12-29-08. H home 12-09, Still MLC in 2012! Me- I have my big girl panties on. Bring it.
