Venting (whining?):
And then down a bunch of notches I go. Why? Because tonight S says "That's a great photo W emailed us, isn't it?" Told him I didn't get anything so he sends it to me, I look at email details and see I'm no longer on her Family email group/list whatever.
Great progress on me/my stuff last coupla weeks, great feedback from telecoach and IC. Noticed W tried to keep me from ending call last time she called me with $ question. Even noticed lately (last 2, 3 calls?) that she's dropped her last-couple-of-months habit of greeting/opening phone calls with our names:(Hi, Gardener? It's W...") versus the lazy/familiar shorthand we all adopt over time: ("Hi. It's me"). Then I realized that that $ question call was 8 days ago(!) She's going dark??
And, hey, last two email responses from W's sister (who I adore and with whom I've never disussed sitch) were curt, flat....and I spiral down to not appreciating smallstep progress to actually finding (inventing?) some negatives.

Aw, screw it. Just whining. Tired. Time for bed. W's stopping by in the morning so I gotta find my PMA, put it in its recharger and have it all fired up for the morning,

Thankyewverymuch.

Gardener

"My soul, be satisfied with flowers,
With fruit, with weeds even; but gather them
In the one garden you may call your own."
Cyrano deBergerac