Newbie (again)

[MsMelancoly]

Hhhmmm, kinda sounds like she's hit rock bottom. And would like some company .... hence dragging you down. Not the bed of roses she imagined after D?

Strange, my XH didn't really want to D either (so he says). Yet it seems this was the only way he could see a new, fresh start, maybe without so much guilt. New, fresh start to what, I'm not sure???

Yep, stay strong & hang in there!!