I think the main problem here is that you've never detached even after D. Isn't she seeing someone? I forgot.

That seems to be the one thing you haven't really tried. You've been attached to her for so long expecting something to change when it really hasn't.

If you want to see a change, do something different.

M-43 W-40
2D - 9 and 5

Emotion, yet peace.
Ignorance, yet knowledge.
Passion, yet serenity.
Chaos, yet harmony.
Death, yet a new life.

RECONCILED AND WISER