Oh one thing I forgot to mention was that she always had this fear of me leaving her or cheating on her. I think because of what happened with the dad.
After the bomb, I asked her if she expected me to cheat on her at some point or for me to be unfaithful and she said yes.
To this day she hasn't admitted to or apologized for the A. She's even denied it to me saying that it wasn't an A because when they kissed in his office, the door would be open. WHAT?!
I don't there was sex, but the emotions were definitely there. No kids, so all the attention was on her. Prior to that I had tried to get her out more often or have her try different things together and apart, but she wanted to spend all the time with just the kids.
M-43 W-40 2D - 9 and 5
Emotion, yet peace. Ignorance, yet knowledge. Passion, yet serenity. Chaos, yet harmony. Death, yet a new life.
