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[judyc]

Orchid! Thanks so much, I really appreciate your kind thoughts and words. I always have the TV on, too... It's too quiet otherwise.

I try to keep myself together, but I have been in this anger mode, for a few weeks. My drive to work is about an hour, so there is plenty of time to think and feed my anger (I attempt to listen to self help CDs, but I end up daydreaming about my sitch...)

I can't imagine going through this hell AND having to start a new job in a new city. I have lived in the same area most of my life. You have courage.

Every Saturday night so far has been booked with some kind of activity, and will be through mid-July. The ONLY Saturday night with no plans is my anniversary - Things usually happen for a reason, so there is a purpose for this. What is the big deal about Saturday night anyway? It's just another night. Yeah, I don't have to go to work the next day, but other than that it is no different than a Monday night.

I read your blog too, although I don't always reply, I truly care about what you are going through.