Emotionally she hasn't really TOLD me anything. I know it's usually the woman that wants to talk about how they feel, but in our R it's the opposite. Her family overall is the type that they don't discuss their feelings. They kind of keep it all inside. Her sister who is the most open one of the bunch told me this.
She doesn't have any friends outside of work and doesn't really hang out with any one. The ones she is closest to are her sister and her mom. And they haven't really told me anything because they feel that it isn't their place.
She's just said that she doesn't want to be married any more and that she wants to be alone. Of course she said this after I found out about the OM. When she was chasing after the OM, she was fawning all over him like a highschooler in heat in love with her professor.
I had found a note she wrote about her feelings about him which is how I found out. She said stuff like "I now know what I want in life" "It doesn't matter how old you are as long as I'm happy" "You are the one for me" "You lift my spirits", etc.
Excuse me while I throw up in my mouth.
That's the last time I heard her mention anything about "feelings".
M-43 W-40 2D - 9 and 5
Emotion, yet peace. Ignorance, yet knowledge. Passion, yet serenity. Chaos, yet harmony. Death, yet a new life.
