Ok so basically per H, he's spinning, looking for signs from the universe to determine if he is on the right path (oh gee, I wonder what the "universe" will tell him)...no mea culpa, no proclamations of love or desire (sorry kids)...just cryptic, self-centered spinny sutff...and me...waffling a bit as to how to handle it but not wavering in my own clarity for myself. Better.
And now, back to ME (home-slice has a way of interjecting himself). I may need to toss my phone.
Had a fun time with kids this afternoon and that was my plan, so that's good.
Ponder SP, would I have married a straight up "wedge" with nothing else going on? It is fun to make fun, but there is more going on then just wedge-dom unless I've been delusional for 14 years.
And yes, this is some wacky stuff but honestly it screams MLC in so many ways and is sad...