Thank you, thank you, thank you. You've just opened my eyes. This just blows me away. Part of our hx includes H being emotionally abusive - H was especially controlling in the beginning. It wasn't until after I sought IC did I gain back some self respect and independence. H used to say I was "crazy". I thought we had gotten past all that. Perhaps this is H's way of trying to push me away. I had told H in the past that if he starts drinking again, it is over. I said I would never live through that again. This is his way of testing me, isn't it? Or his way of trying to get rid of me for good.
Holy crap, it just gets better and better!
Me: 39 H: 39 S: 15 M: 18 years Bomb: 6/3/09 H moved out: 10/15/09 H moved back:5/30/10
