Kalni...

I'm on my Blackberry, in my kitchen, grilling brats for my S's and their friends... Sobbing while reading your post.

Two different women, two different countries and cultures, two very similarly scarred hearts.

Your description could have been mine, without the separation.

Did I mention this sucks? I don't have the courage to move on. I don't have the heart to tear apart my kids' world. I just stay.

I'd love to be brave enough to let him go, take the gamble, and see if he would miss me/us to find his way back to us. I just am not brave enough.

Last edited by mindblank; 06/18/09 10:43 PM.
Me-46, D-21, S15, S13

After many years w/my head in the sand...
I FILED
Divorced 6/2011

The average woman would rather have beauty than brains, because the average man can see better than he can think.