The adventure continues--the saga goes on

[AFWAW]

Hoop,
Thanks as always for the kind words. I don't feel like a hero. I barely feel like a survivor at this point. I have had a good time at Disney with my daughter. My wife called 4 times yesterday. I waited till I was back at the hotel before I answered. Now she says she misses me and wants to come home but not just yet. She doesn't want a divorce but wants to stay in her apartment a bit longer. HMMMMM

So, the real vacation comes for me next week. I'm going TDY to New Mexico on a "good deal" TDY where the hours will be good and there are plenty of good places to eat and some night life. I'm going to test the waters and see if I have some of my old mojo as SP likes to say so much. Should be a good time.

I think I've emotionally detached moreso than I've been letting on as I find myself thinking more and more about other women. I haven't acted on anything yet but I've been tempted. I keep telling myself that this act would make me no better than my wife. I have been approached multiple times by a hot, intelligent 27 year old lovely woman. I don't know how many times I can say no to her before she goes elsewhere. What to do, what to do.

Any yes, if it was possible I would still like to save my marriage. And Hoop, you're right as always, if it wasn't for my daughter, I would have probably already filed for divorce at this point.