aliveandkicking,

Great to hear you've got your "balls" back! : ) er, mojo.

You are right that I have to believe in doing what I'm doing for myself and not for her. I think when I forget that, it projects out as me being clingy.

No fear. That's the thing I have to get rid of. The fear of her not being my W any more. I've been trying alot of things that others have suggested and I'm alot better than I was, but I still have a ways to go. The fear is the one thing that is keeping me from detaching from her.

I have to REALLY see and treat her as a friend. The only problem is that I treat my female friends pretty damn good.

Send some of that mojo my way!


M-43 W-40
2D - 9 and 5

Emotion, yet peace.
Ignorance, yet knowledge.
Passion, yet serenity.
Chaos, yet harmony.
Death, yet a new life.

RECONCILED AND WISER