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[mdoodles]

by the way, i see a typo in my post above - the business was NOY doing well. big error on my part.

thanks snodderly. one thing about my h, as my ic has said over and over and a friend/pyschologist has said - he does not follow anything patterns, anything rational, anything predictable.

i do need to keep my guard up, but its hard to do, even with my best intentions.

what i have to do is not even think about him, his thinking, his behavior and move on. i know that is what i have to do.

but since he is always so ambivalent, i tend to hold out hope in the back of my head for my happily ever after.

the letter from the attorney is rather interesting, even my ic was shocked that it was sent to me with him still acting so ambivalent. oh well.