Just a little journaling here. Tonight I am going to move back to my place. I know that wife is not going to be angry with this decision. Not sure if it was the right thing to do or not but I did text her this morning to tell her that I will be coming home tonight. So I am sure that she will be loaded for bear. I am a little nervous as to how I will handle myself.
If I get the chance I am going to tell her "I left when I did because of the fact that it was really overwhelming to me and I could needed time to think on my own. I will also tell her that after thinking about it I understand the way she feels and that if she is welcome to find a new place for herself and do what she needs to do as far as the M".
I am hoping that it ends in that and no more talk of the relationship. Actually i am hoping that she will say that she is glad that I am back and that she has changed her mind on the D. But that won't happen.
After that the tough part will be to detach and robx put it get a !@#$% life.
"Seek first his kingdom and his righteousness, and all these things will be given to you as well" Matthew 6:33
