I think you need to flesh out your story. If you need examples, take a look at the other threads. Tell us your whole marital history and maybe before that.

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Emotion, yet peace.
Ignorance, yet knowledge.
Passion, yet serenity.
Chaos, yet harmony.
Death, yet a new life.

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