Don't you know that he is actually engaging because I DO have what he really needs? He may be too scared to meet me here as a partner but I'm getting it. AND, it aint about my bod...he's at his crucible...he's choosing his path. This has been a long time coming and I was being too shallow and dependent to risk having better. At this point he better step the f*ck up for me if there is an ounce of hope...he's got some time yet but I am seeing this very differently now.
And, seriously, I love your vision of my future...but, he's in with the whole lot of 'em. I can't go anywhere without running into someone he knows. He might pull his shtick off and he has real talent so good for him. Again, I can't need him to be the loser by the pool for me to win...
