He has one of those fancy iphones, but it doesnt work at his apartment. I dont know if I buy that excuse, but hes been in contact everyday since then.

Hes always been sort of non contact. It was like it embarrassed him, I remember the last time he held my hand, it was walking across the wal mart parking lot in 2002. I had asked him to hold my hand after that and he said it was like we were showing off. This ended up making me more standoff-ish to the physical affection he showed, like hugs. So, I dont think that he would ask to borrow a friends phone. Its just not like him, hes kinda lame like that.

We havent discussed it yet, but its one of the things that I plan to tell him that I need, physical affection, and by that I do not mean sex, I mean hand holding and hugs, sometimes... even in public!


I guess I gave the wrong finger to the wrong man...