really, i know i will be ok. financially and emotionally.
im doing my best to realize that he isnt the person that he once was.
im even ok knowing that he is so ambivalent about what he is doing, that truly, this has nothing to do with me.
it just hurts.
but i know i will be ok. him, not so sure about!
me: 31 H:29 Son:5 m:8 years in november t:10 years first bomb: 10/06 moved home: 3/08 out again 5/08 ow bomb: 4/08, since summer 06 d filed:6/08, on hold 6/08 moved home:3/09 out again 5/09
