Here are some other ones by one of my favorite bands...
Independently Happy - Blue October
I feel that it's hard enough to say good-bye. I feel there's the water. Should I sink or dive? An empty plate, fill up my sentimental morning star. I steal the art of putting truth in a lie. I still want the girl that really caught my eye. But, she lives in Oklahoma City, far away from me. An empty hope chest. Quit the dope quest, And remain independently happy
I deal with the fact that I've forgotten the worst. I feel that my social behavior may seem somewhat unrehearsed. Another page, A sullen rage, And I'll be back to my normal self.
And I'm finally happy...happy... independently happy...
I drive to the edge of my considerate plain. I apologize to the people I hurt on the way. I wipe the slate clean I kick the daydream, And remain independently happy.
It's all about steam It's all about dreams It's all about making the best out of everything You'll know when your fine Cause you'll talk like a mime
You'll fall on your face You get back up and you're doing fine "a considerate clown, a preachy preachy machine" Is one of the sweetest things you would say about me But I don't have the time for your distorted esteem Why are you toying with my mind?
I don't wanna hear you say it Now you're [censored] with my pride
You think you're smarter than me Well everyone knows you will never be smarter than me That's how it goes I gained forty pounds because of you Was there an "S" on my chest Well I confess, you were too much stress I'd have a heart attack at best So now I breathe it out, I breathe it out I spit it on the crowd cause they lift me up, they lift me up, they lift me up
When I'm feeling down What am I spitting out? spitting out, something we never talk about It's called my... mind
I don't wanna hear you say it Now you're messing with my pride
I'm sick of standing in your line So now you'll have to take it Take this to heart I will never let you f*** me over Stop talking down to me your war is old Your game is over So here's my coldest shoulder
I don't wanna hear you say it Now you're messing with my pride
Something we don't talk about Something we never talk about
Should Be Loved - Blue October
Stop staring, you’re the reason I feel so unhappy all the time I’ve given you everything I know how Your standing on the top of my shoe keeping me from gaining ground I’m sorry if you feel like I let you down
Can you tell me what have I done so wrong To you Tell me what am I supposed to do
I should be loved by you, That I know is true But I cant breathe when you’re around!
I should be held at night That I know is right But I cant breathe when you’re around!
You’re too scared, Scared of all of it …I get that feeling I’m talking to the wall Can you hear me at all My world was shaking my mind was quaking, my heart kept breaking I threw it against the wall Can anyone feel me at all
Can you tell me what have I done so wrong... to you Tell me what am I supposed to do I got a feeling, you’re falling out of love with me Tell me who am I supposed to be
I should be loved by you That I know is true I can’t breathe when you’re around!
I should be held at night That I know is right I cant breathe when you’re around!! Look I can’t breath!
Me - 30, H - 32 T - 10, M - 6, D - 1 DD#1 - 4, DD#2 - 2 on/off OW 4/09 - sometime Summer 2010 (Told me about OW 4/10) Separated 6/11/09, divorced 8/4/10, trying again 9/2011