There are several that have been with me since the beginning and through to now. The progression started out kind of sad and angry to pretty much just angry,grin The stuff at the end is what I listen to at the gym when I work out, it has helped so much. Enjoy!

1) Social Distortion - Far Behind
With friends like you, who needs enemies?
You ain't right, you ain't never gonna be
You're out of the car, I'm afraid you've been declined.
You shake my hand, while you're pissing on my leg
I'm cutting you loose, I don't need this misery
Your soul is toxic, you ain't no friend of mine. NO!!!

You talk real trash, when I'm not around
To build yourself up, you gotta tear me down.
You'll have to excuse me, I got better things to do
You smile through your teeth, you talk out you're neck
Every chance you get, you're going to stab my back
Your time's run out, I've got nothing left for you.

I'm leaving you far behind
I'm leaving you far behind
Stop wasting all, all my time
I'm leaving you far behind, Yeah!!!

So I'm pulling out the weeds, I'm taking stock
You can talk the talk, but can't walk the walk
Your narcissistic ways have gotten the best of you
So I'm leaving you to sink in all your glory
For you and me it's the end of the story
Get out of my way, I've got better things to do.

With friends like you, who needs enemies?
You ain't right, you ain't never going to be
Your soul is toxic, you ain't no friend of mine.

2) Social Distortion - Ball and Chain
Well it's been ten years, and a thousand tears
And look at the mess I'm in-
A broken nose and a broken heart,
An empty bottle of gin
Well I sit and I pray
In my broken down Chevrolet-
While I'm singin' to myself
There's got to be another way

Take away, take away
Take away this ball and chain
I'm lonely and I'm tired
And I can't take any more pain
Take away, take away
Never to return again
Take away, take away
Take away this ball and chain

Well I've searched and I've searched
To find the perfect life-
A brand new car and a brand new suit
I even got me a little wife-
But wherever I have gone
I was sure to find myself there-
You can run all your life
But not go anywhere

Take away, take away
Take away this ball and chain
I'm lonely and I'm tired
And I can't take any more pain
Take away, take away
Never to return again
Take away, take away
Take away this ball and chain

Well I'll pass the bar on the way
To my dingy hotel room-
I spent all my money
Been drinkin' since a half past noon-
I'll wake there in the mornin'
Or maybe in the county jail-
Times are hard getting harder
I'm born to lose and destined to fail-

Take away, take away
Take away this ball and chain
I'm lonely and I'm tired
And I can't take any more pain
Take away, take away
Never to return again
Take away, take away
Take away this ball and chain

3) Outside - Staind
And you, bring me to my knees again
All the times that I could beg you please, in vain
All the times that I've felt insecure for you
And I leave my burdens at the door

Chorus
But I'm on the outside and I'm looking in
I can see through you, see your true colors
'Cause inside you're ugly, you're ugly like me
I can see through you, see to the real you

All the times, that I felt like this won't end
It's for you
And I taste what I could never have
It was from you
All the times that I've cried
My intentions were full of pride
But I waste more time than anyone
Chorus
All the times that I've cried
All this wasted, it's all inside
And I feel all this pain
I stuffed it down, it's back again
And I lie here in bed
All alone, I can't mend
But I feel, tomorrow will be okay
Chorus

4) Rhianna - Take a Bow
[Chorus]
And don’t tell me you’re sorry 'cause you’re not (mmm),
Baby when I know you’re only sorry you got caught (mmm),
But you put on quite a show (oh),
You really had me goin',
But now it’s time to go (oh),
Curtain’s finally closin',
That was quite a show (oh),
Very entertainin',
But it’s over now (but it's over now),
Go on and take a bow, ohh.

5) What Goes Around - Justin Timberlake (its too long to post)

6) Psycho - Puddle of Mudd

7) Hate Me - Five Finger Death Punch

8) The Way of the Fist - Five Finger Death Punch

9) Psychosocial - Slipknot

10)Freak on a Leash - Korn (Lyrics have been the titles of most of my threads).

I have listened to the first 6 songs and #10 since the beginning, but the others have come in the last 6 months. Music has helped me so much. I don't try to listen to all the sad stuff I did at the start, because thats not where I'm at anymore.

Last edited by Sugar and Spice; 06/18/09 05:05 PM.

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