There are several that have been with me since the beginning and through to now. The progression started out kind of sad and angry to pretty much just angry, The stuff at the end is what I listen to at the gym when I work out, it has helped so much. Enjoy!
1) Social Distortion - Far Behind With friends like you, who needs enemies? You ain't right, you ain't never gonna be You're out of the car, I'm afraid you've been declined. You shake my hand, while you're pissing on my leg I'm cutting you loose, I don't need this misery Your soul is toxic, you ain't no friend of mine. NO!!!
You talk real trash, when I'm not around To build yourself up, you gotta tear me down. You'll have to excuse me, I got better things to do You smile through your teeth, you talk out you're neck Every chance you get, you're going to stab my back Your time's run out, I've got nothing left for you.
I'm leaving you far behind I'm leaving you far behind Stop wasting all, all my time I'm leaving you far behind, Yeah!!!
So I'm pulling out the weeds, I'm taking stock You can talk the talk, but can't walk the walk Your narcissistic ways have gotten the best of you So I'm leaving you to sink in all your glory For you and me it's the end of the story Get out of my way, I've got better things to do.
With friends like you, who needs enemies? You ain't right, you ain't never going to be Your soul is toxic, you ain't no friend of mine.
2) Social Distortion - Ball and Chain Well it's been ten years, and a thousand tears And look at the mess I'm in- A broken nose and a broken heart, An empty bottle of gin Well I sit and I pray In my broken down Chevrolet- While I'm singin' to myself There's got to be another way
Take away, take away Take away this ball and chain I'm lonely and I'm tired And I can't take any more pain Take away, take away Never to return again Take away, take away Take away this ball and chain
Well I've searched and I've searched To find the perfect life- A brand new car and a brand new suit I even got me a little wife- But wherever I have gone I was sure to find myself there- You can run all your life But not go anywhere
Take away, take away Take away this ball and chain I'm lonely and I'm tired And I can't take any more pain Take away, take away Never to return again Take away, take away Take away this ball and chain
Well I'll pass the bar on the way To my dingy hotel room- I spent all my money Been drinkin' since a half past noon- I'll wake there in the mornin' Or maybe in the county jail- Times are hard getting harder I'm born to lose and destined to fail-
Take away, take away Take away this ball and chain I'm lonely and I'm tired And I can't take any more pain Take away, take away Never to return again Take away, take away Take away this ball and chain
3) Outside - Staind And you, bring me to my knees again All the times that I could beg you please, in vain All the times that I've felt insecure for you And I leave my burdens at the door
Chorus But I'm on the outside and I'm looking in I can see through you, see your true colors 'Cause inside you're ugly, you're ugly like me I can see through you, see to the real you
All the times, that I felt like this won't end It's for you And I taste what I could never have It was from you All the times that I've cried My intentions were full of pride But I waste more time than anyone Chorus All the times that I've cried All this wasted, it's all inside And I feel all this pain I stuffed it down, it's back again And I lie here in bed All alone, I can't mend But I feel, tomorrow will be okay Chorus
4) Rhianna - Take a Bow [Chorus] And don’t tell me you’re sorry 'cause you’re not (mmm), Baby when I know you’re only sorry you got caught (mmm), But you put on quite a show (oh), You really had me goin', But now it’s time to go (oh), Curtain’s finally closin', That was quite a show (oh), Very entertainin', But it’s over now (but it's over now), Go on and take a bow, ohh.
5) What Goes Around - Justin Timberlake (its too long to post)
6) Psycho - Puddle of Mudd
7) Hate Me - Five Finger Death Punch
8) The Way of the Fist - Five Finger Death Punch
9) Psychosocial - Slipknot
10)Freak on a Leash - Korn (Lyrics have been the titles of most of my threads).
I have listened to the first 6 songs and #10 since the beginning, but the others have come in the last 6 months. Music has helped me so much. I don't try to listen to all the sad stuff I did at the start, because thats not where I'm at anymore.
Last edited by Sugar and Spice; 06/18/0905:05 PM.
M:39 H:39 K:S14;D8 T:22yr M:15yrs S:12/28/07 EA/PA 3/14/08 OW preg 11/17/08 born 12/12/08 his ~~~~~~~ Never allow someone to be your priority while allowing yourself to be their option