And I agree that now you are on a different "thinking path" you should go back and read ALL the old posts to you (2x4's and all) because you seem to be in a better place to possibly accept and/or absorb what was being posted to you.
Remember how I told you that my psych. requires ALL his patients to follow a mandatory 4 part plan?
*Medication to act as a bridge to physically feeling better *Counseling *Emotional Support *Spirituality (in whatever form you choose that to be)
I am not a dr. nor do I pretend to be but I think his plan holds quite a bit of merit and I know what wonders it has done for me. So I hope you consider following a plan sort of like mine. One aspect is not more important that any of the others and with some effort and dedication all four parts will begin to work together and you will start to feel, see and accept things in a new way.
