Hey Jeanette,

I'll send ya one, I can't wait to see what you caught now!



It's time for me to become a ghost again.

I am beginning to see the pain and confusion more and more in the kids.

I have to go as dark as I can again. If I hear "we are still a family and we will always be." or "I still want you to be there for me" right now I feel I will BLAST her like I have never blasted another human being on the face of this earth.

I don't think I have ever in my life fought a battle like this inside of myself.


Don't stand still.