K4D, Focus on improving yourself and your relationship with your children. The enemy will keep wounding your heart if you focus on what your W's behavior. Keep your eyes on God and not on the lies, tricks and deceptions of Satan. The enemy wants to destroy our faith in God and think our marriage will be over. I have took a stand that my M can still be resurrected even after a D. For God hath not given us the spirit of fear;but of power,love and a sound mind. 2 Timothy 1:7. Fear takes away our faith, authority in Jesus and puts negative thoughts in our mind.
I can relate to everything you going through brother. Everybody thinks I'm crazy because I'm standing for my M. I'm standing with you too for your marriage to be restored and built on the rock "Jesus" too.
"Suffering is painful but makes you a stronger person".
