YEAH T! It is so much easier going through trials with Jesus than without. I honestly don't know where I would be without him.
Yesterday, I had a great day with my D2. I hugged and kissed her for a long time. It was such a great feelings. We take so much for granted until it is gone.
W tried to pressure me into signing an uncontested D paper by Fri. I told W that I didn't agree with it, and she would have to file a contested. I totally let W know that I wasn't holding her in a cage another more, and she was being set free. W's attitude completely changed..W started being nice to me because W knows she cheated on me. W knows that she has the possibility of me getting custody etc. It was great that I regained the respect and authority by just letting her go into God's hands. I feel so much better because the fear of D doesn't have control over me. I'm still believing for the impossible, but I have to take my focus off her.
"Suffering is painful but makes you a stronger person".