So, we didn't see H at all yesterday - his car is still in the shop so he wasn't able to come over to visit DD. I thought I'd be nice and offer to bring her over, and H thought about it for a minute, but he said no - there wouldn't be much time to actually hang out before I'd have to get DD home for bed, and he didn't have any toys or TV or anything at his place to entertain her. I even offered to take us out to dinner. So, I'm not going to do that anymore... All the shots must be called by him from now on... Backing off again.

Although, if his car is dead and he needs $$ to fix it or someone to cosign on a new car, he will be SOL. He can use my Goodyear card if he needs to for a small repair, but other than that... if he's not willing to commit to me, I'm not opening up any more credit in my name for him. It's bad enough that I'm stuck with this house!

But, I am so lucky that I get to walk into my daughter's room every morning and be greeted with an enthusiastic "Hi!" And that she is so happy to see me at the end of the day.

Me - 30, H - 32
T - 10, M - 6, D - 1
DD#1 - 4, DD#2 - 2
on/off OW 4/09 - sometime Summer 2010 (Told me about OW 4/10)
Separated 6/11/09, divorced 8/4/10, trying again 9/2011