he was back, i think

[mdoodles]

he did not sign the letter, it is signed by his lawyer, it is a brief letter of basically nothing. alittle interesting. i will speak to my lawyer today, but i am still saying, do nothing.

i have my stuff prepared, proof and information prepared for when needed.

in this state, i dont think the debt is mine, either way, he doesnt want to give it to me, he knows he ran it up being with her. the cards were not in my name and i didnt know about them until i found out about everything.

in terms of child support, i know he has to pay $17 of his salary (which right now is nothing! i cant even believe it) and spousal support.

when we went down this road last year, i was getting a few thousand dollars, hard to realize he doesnt have that same job because of the store. its crazy.

i know he will find something else, just hope it pays him similar to what he was making, for my sake and my son's!

it is all so very hard, i try not to think about ow but its so hard not to. i heard she posted her profile picture with him again, she does it to annoy me, but i wont look.

i know if she gets him, he isnt the man i had, or the man she thought she had. she saw him as her american dream, and that, he he is no longer.

he was once, and that is what i hang on. i see glimpses of that man, but not consistently.