Wanted to check in and see how you were doing, and noticed you haven't been on in the last day or so. I hope you are doing okay.
I had to laugh at what you said about the blinders. It is so true! I try very hard to keep the blinders on, but sometimes it gets the best of me.
There are times when living with my H and his confusing behavior really gets to me. At those times, I go and visit my mom who lives about 30 minutes away in the next town. It gives me a chance to regroup and gather more strength to come home and continue to live in this nightmare. I just got back this afternoon after being gone for five days. Tonight H came home from work,changed into shorts and casual shirt, grabbed a book, and left. I then start to wonder where in the world is he going to read. If he's going to OW, is she getting so boring that he needs to bring along a book?! LOL
Living with H makes it so easy to want to analyze everything. I really need those blinders tonight.
Just remember, The joy of the Lord is our STRENGTH.
